Eternal Change

TW: Miscarriage

I never got the chance to hear the decibels of your voice
To hear your first word
I always hoped it would be my name
But those words never escaped your mouth

I never got to see the corners of your smile
To see the frowns on your face
To see the twinkle in your eye
To see the innocence of your face

I never got to fully experience the joy you’d bring into my life
The peace you’d radiate
The hope you’d bestow upon me
And the love you would cover me with

I never got to feel you
To hold you
To make you fall asleep
To burp you

I thought I could hold on
I thought you could hold on
But I gave birth to death
And life has never been the same since.


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